what if..

salam
hye ppl :)
i am not feeling so good right now, but i still can write something :)
i went to klcc with my lovely beruang, and we had a great time. thanks b :)
petrosains is a headache, but i like ! it's fun whenever i am with him :)

well,
here are my thoughts for the day.
- i think love is cool. but sumtimes i dun think so :( love makes me wonder so much. love makes me have these nasty thoughts. love makes me pk bukan2. love makes me cry :(

- i think i am not good in making ppl happy :( i dun want ppl around me (that i love) go away frm me. i'm afraid i bore them. i really am afraid that would drive u away :(

- i think i am self-centered. i think of myself only. i noe dat. but i really do think i am doing it for my own satisfaction. i'm following my heart. like what i have done for 22 years.

- i think there is something wrong. but i dunno what. i wish i knew.

- i think i need some time to rest.

- i think life is hard. i am not sure if i can make it :(

i am a thoughtful person, i guess. but, i always do it negatively :(
i am sorry. somebody, help me pls :(
help me :(

love,
nani

to love me

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?


To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

a sad song

currently i am in a sad mood.
so, if you watch this video, u'll noe how i feel.
thanks for stoppin by

love,
nani