yes. i am totally homesick. i want go home for a window shopping with mama at sogo. i wan dad to buy me yong tau fu from the night market. i want to be in my bed, not thinking of anything, wondering and wandering around. i want to be home, to have the ambience of family-ness and to be able to cook 3 pots of rice for my family. i want to smell my mama's sambal tumis freshly cooked even from my room above. i want to be able to tease my sister collabratively (with my mama) and laugh to the very bits.
i wana be home
missing something/someone is so...geram. kan?