Now I learn from my husband that whining is not going to fix things. He whines a lot too. But to me only. I always reminded him this and that and he'll stop the whining. So now, I'll only whine to him. Because he's mine and he cares. He doesn't mind it and it takes time for him to get annoyed with me, in fact, he cannot be annoyed with me or I'll frown the whole day. haha. I am using my husband, for the good purpose.
so ladies and gentlemen out there. stop whining. you can do this! whenever you wanted to whine just zikir some Subhanallah Walhamdulillah, Walailahaillallah Wallahuakbar. I hope you'll feel better. I did this when I wore the inai a night before my solemnization. Every part of my body is so itchy and no one was there to ease the itchiness so I started zikir then fell asleep :P haha.
I am happy right now. to be given the chance to be with him. Alhamdulillah. Allah has answered my prayers. we'll go through thick and thin, together, yeah b? :')