i miss the part

i'm freezing cold.





i miss the part where you went
"let's watch another movie?"

i miss the part when you asked
"tell me a story?"

i miss all the things i could about you
i miss you

how can you not realize
that i couldn't find the serenity
when you are absent?

i wish i could do it all over again
erase all the defects and misdemeanor

will the future side on us?
or will it just be a beam once a ticky tock
and the wonderland i dreamt
was just illusory?

damn it.
i still could not walk on a straight line.

i miss you.