mata ikan

huhu. ramai yang bertanyakan mata ikan ku yang besar and ramai yang nk beli dimana. di mana ye ader juai? fyi, mine is korean lense, dueba dreamy-i brown and powernye agak tinggi so malas cakap sini, pikir-pikir sendiri..hehe. i suggested a blogshop but my friend told me that the blogshop tak respond to her request and order so i sgt heran sebab i punye request sgt berkesan and siap dpt free gift eye bag mask lagi with the order dtg dengan laju (2-3 days after order). well, maybe blog owner ada masalah kot. selalunye, this type of lenses u have to pre-order but i am fortunate enuf to have found a blogshop yang ada ready stock. great kan? and fyi, skrg all the designs sgtlah cantik2, funky, big round eyes semua and colour nya very the fun tau. hehe. here's a sample of what i'm wearing - testimoni sendiri

i'm wearing dueba dreamy-i brown

there are many other brands like barbie doll eyes, geo lense, dolly eyes and many i forgot awedy.

these are the blogshops u can visit

http://cosmeticlense.webs.com/ <--- got mine from here

http://missygorgeous.blogspot.com/ mostly pre order

and many more lah

try type "korea contact lense" and u'll find hundreds of blogshop (malaysia page la der) selling them. okeyh bebeh?

happy looking around and finding the most suitable and gorgeous lense! :)

xoxo

tak aci ar

salam

aduhai. realitinye sekarang life is not that penat (all sports over yeah!) sebab dh jumpa cara untuk menteteramkan students yang hingar bingar macam di pasar. it is essay, essay, and more, essay, drilling to be exact but alhamdulillah they listened and remember. how nice! and the 2g students pun, taram je la, janji diorang belajar english, and alhamdulillah, dah pandai bezakan 'a' and 'an'. kejap je depa dapat tangkap tadi walaupun first time ajar diorang. great (yelah, 15 hantu kacang tak datang kelas pun jadi aman).

sebenarnya best je jadi cikgu ni. aku yang duk merungut lebey. semuanya kerana apa? kerana tempat posting aku bukan dekat2 dengan rumah aku tapi jauh jauh ke langkawi. jauh. series. lepas ni raya baru balik :(

bila tengok senior tahun lepas, keluar kat mulut perkataan "it's not fair you know, diorang dpt hometown diorang" and bila baca status2 junior kat FB, diorang mcm ade harapan dapat hometown diorang. mulalah dihati bertanya dan bergelodak - "kenapa ni selalu terjadi kat kami? :( kenapa kami selalu disisihkan, tak dapat apa yang kami nak?" errmm :( tp yang tu hanyalah gelodak hati je. jadi aku sedapkan hati sendiri dengan pelbagai benda positif dan terus aku bersyukur kepada Allah SWT yang aku dapat jugak kerja gomen and posting tempat elok2. ada lagi yang kurang bernasib baik dari aku. so, sedapkan ati ke, limpa ke, jantung ke, aku REDHA.

teringin jugak nak mintak tukar. aku nk dekat ngn mak ayah. tak lama lagi nk kene dekat ngn my husband-to-be. hmm.

kalau aku tak dapat

boleh tak aku tulis surat rayuan macam ni :-

dear pegawai kementerian pelajaran bahagian penempatan,

mintak maaf saya mengganggu. saya nak buat rayuan pertukaran saya ke selangor atas sebab-sebab kritikal berikut :-

1. dari umur 13 tahun saya tidak duduk di rumah. saya tinggal di asrama penuh. ibu bapa saya adalah orang yang paling jauh dengan saya. saya tidak dapat menghabiskan masa saya bersama mereka. kemudian saya masuk universiti. bila dikira, hanya 12 tahun saya tinggal bersama keluarga saya. hanya 12 thn sy dapat tgk muka mama abah saya tiap2 hari. boleh tak saya nak tengok muka mereka selalu lepas ni? nak habiskan sisa-sisa hidup mereka dengan saya, sebelum terlambat? saya taknak menyesal satu hari nanti. saya nak bersama mereka :(

2. saya rindu mereka :(

sekian

terima kasih

yang benar,

nani

boleh keeee? :P

gila dah aku ni. nak mampos. hehehe

berani woa

salam

actually tak berani nak pakai tudung syria ke skul because u'll get lotsa feedback and it's quite uncomfortable. tp today i beranikan diri woa, pakai the anak tudung from YMWT (too bad they stopped the website already) and got lotsa positive feedback (harap2 ikhlas la feedback tu). so, ade sape2 yang jual anak tudung syria yang tak berapa melekat di dahi tak? i tried to tetas my anak tudung syria but still mcm tak puas hati. material kain kot. YMWT tak jual dah. i cuma ada this black colour je, uwaaa. mcm best, boleh buat sendiri and juai ni..err... i tak reti menjahit :P hehe

owh, ini contoh

i pakai ngn shawl jojet yang besar so agak labuh mcm ustazah :P

ade tak sape jual syria or anak tudung tak melekat?

p/s keychah, thanks for the lovely doa' in ur blog post :) lebiu!

teringin lagi

teringin lagi nak cuti2 mcm ni

seronok je

hilang hiruk pikuk dalam kepala ni

next pit stop:

the baju kurung adventure is going to bandung this november :)

yeay

cuti jgn habis lagi boleh tak?

i geram la. kan best kalau sekolah i dekat sebatu je ngn umah? bende paling tak best kerja jauh2 is bepisah dgn family, and the long flights. kalau delay lg nyampah. takde la kelam kabut sgt kalau dekat. (oklah, bepisah ngn mr fiance pun ade jugak, kene byk buat rancangan untuk tahun depan ni, eceh).

td first time kuar ngn mr fiance after engagement hari tu. woohoooo. rase lain beb. selepas 5 hari. ok la kan? kali ni keluar orang macam tgk je cincin kat jari (hahahahah perasan!). rase gakla nak menayang especially bila pegang handle kat dlm lrt tu. huahua. bughok perangai eyh pempuan ni.

sempat pulak mr fiance nak makan ikan bakar terhebat kat dato' keramat tuh. sanggup tau walaupun lunch hour hanyalah sejam. kalau nak tau ikan bakar tu adalah feberet kami berdua. kalau kuar je, pasti makan di situ. enak sekali. macik2 pun dh kenal kitorang ni ha. meja sentiasa meja yang tetap. hehe. dah tu td ramai gak orang and kadang2 kene beratur pulak sebab seat penuh sume. sape nak rasa ikan bakar keramat ajak la i. i akan tunjokkan. die dekat je ngn keramat nye putra station. walking distance je, 2 minit tak sampai. we went there from masjid jamek pun by tren td. my mr fiance kan keje di masjid jamek. konyang tau. sedap lah. tp yang harunye after dat tangan bau belacan sebab air asam dia kaw sangat. asik g toilet je mencuci tapi masamnya tak kehilangan. oklah, the next time i go i post the pictures. silap la tak amik gambar td khusyuk makan melelah air liurrr...blehhhh

uwaaa. cuti nak habis dah tau. bukan tak ikhlas mendidik anak murid tapi bila pikir byk workload yg selain mengajar dan mendidik tu terus lose the spirit of teaching. i ni mmg tak sesuai multitask. and i mmg tak sesuai kerja mentadbir-tadbir with lotsa paperwork. mine is always kerja yang action2, kerja yang skill. yg tu mmg i boleh. bab2 paperwork, jahanam. protokol ke, accounts, budget, perancangan, memang hancus.

okla, before i finish, boleh tak menumpang tanye blogger2 yang read my blog do you noe where to find skirt labuh2 denim or smart2 yang murah? 2nd hand pun ok. skrg nak pakai skirt. barulah muslimah sket. pakai suar jeans tertonjol segala mak nenek lemak pehaku dan betisku. oooppps. sendiri terasa.

p/s cuti dh nak habis :(

all that, for this?

i am a person who likes to be excited over things (activities or ideas) that i would always talk about them (very excitedly and eagerly), even google them.

eventhough the other party might see what i am doing or what i am going to do is something ridiculous, not that important or something very.. like, small matter.

but hey,

do you know that sometimes, those small matters would give the biggest impact in life, and when you turn back to look at it, it could change your life, for the better.

for example, my students. they could not see what were the use of certain activities and things i did with them. it's frustrating to know that, it's just something for them. meaningless.

i am sorry for looking at the simple cute things.

but i know, this simple, small matter would make you remember the love i gave you

p/s i'm outa my mind. go figure!

sape reti?

sape reti nak kasi gambar kat atas tu tgh2? gune blogger new template design ni. okeh la, menarik, tp yg slack nye itu je. pls tolong i. uwaaaaa :(((((

salam, if you're fan of world cup 2010, and if you watch, you'll know what vuvuzela is. errrggg.... it is so annoying, especially for the opening match between south africa and mexico. i just couldn't stand it. it made me felt dizzy after a while. yesterday's article in NST about vuvuzela agreed with me. urgh. here's an article i got from http://nbcsports.msnbc.com/

Vuvuzelas making World Cup unwatchable

Tradition not reason enough to allow incessant, annoying horn blowing

OPINION

By Mike Celizic

NBCSports.com contributor

updated 9:45 p.m. ET June 15, 2010

If the best thing you can say about an annoying and medically dangerous device is that using it is a tradition, it’s time to throw it out.

Someone should’ve told South African soccer authorities. Then we wouldn’t have to listen to the

incessant buzzing of vuvuzelas — which is making the World Cup a torturous event for viewers.

Instead of doing the right thing and banning the horns, FIFA and South Africa are saying it’s a national tradition and must be allowed to continue so that we can fully appreciate this bit of local color.

I can only assume these people take their lead from Bud Selig, the baseball commissioner who is the world leader in defending stupid traditions.

Tradition is never a good excuse to do anything. If something makes sense or is fun or touches some primal emotion or advances the cause of humanity, then it is worthwhile. If it makes no sense, is offensive to large numbers of people, is fun only to those who do it, and advances nothing except adult hearing loss, then it is not worth continuing.

Civilization is built on such reasoning. When traditions are exposed as harmful, we abandon them. Wife beating, slavery, public floggings, caste systems, human sacrifice, institutional bigotry and all other manner of evil stuck around because they were traditions. But common decency and justice prevailed in civilized societies.

A silly toy trumpet isn’t the same in order of magnitude. But the idea is the same.

Vuvuzelas are stupid. They ruin the viewing experience for fans who paid to see a live World Cup match. They are so loud they can damage hearing. They serve no useful purpose other than fulfilling man’s primal need to make loud noises. (Women are generally lacking in this regard.)

boys with vuvzela (source)

p/s well, i dunno about you but i'd change the channel once i hear the 'langau' noise from the vuvuzela.

big day #5: biru elektrik

fuuhhh. penat gak sebenarnye bertunang ni. especially when you have different groups of friends yg dtg. semua kene layan. sekejap layan my TESL coursemates. sekejap layan my PDRM's mates. then my parents' mates. ni br bertunang kan? nanti masa kawin ade colleagues, kawan2 primary school, jiran2 lama, facebook and blog friends, seniors, juniors, teachers, lecturers,upsi mates, waaaaaa. ramai tu~ hek hek berangan.

maybe confirm my walimah will be in june or may 2011. yes, ikat lama, setaun but nak wat cemana, decision org2 tua.

selalunya blogger tegar lepas bertunang will come out with a new blog, meaning a blog on their adventure towards the walimah date lah kan, tp i malas sgt nak open another blog, yg ni pun i malas nak tulis, so, any update pasal my walimah next year i rojakkan kat sini. boleh la kot ek? jimat space kat ruang siber ni. ngeeheeeeeee.

and my mum agreed with the colour theme for my walimah which is ....... electric blue! yessss. sgt jarang org pakai electric blue. but hey, i dh nak beli kain sebab itsa bargain. yesss. baju tempah sendiri ye. sewa? nope, sebab i got this bargain. sewa lagi mahal tau?

siti wearing electric blue by rizman ruzaini

by rizman ruzaini

also from rizman & ruzaini's blog

(they love electric blue kot?)

electric blue is the left one

well, maybe it's too dramatic but hey, wutever~

that's all for now.

toodles~

big day #4: saya makeover?

hehe. nak tunjuk gambar-gambar nani dimekapkan oleh kak yong semalam for my engagement.

nani tak penah make up before this so agak terkejut tgk muka sendiri actually.

semua orang pun kata lain sangat, my mom love it sebab dia kata dalam gambar nampak lawaaaa. heee. i like it too. thanks kak yong yang tak bosan bila memekapkan nani. fyi kak yong nye makeup sgt affordable. sape nak mekap yang affrodable and puas hati, you shud visit her blog :)

ni nak tayang hasil kak yong :)

(gambar dari blog kak yong, kalau nak tgk gambar engagement pls visit my facebook)

:)

big day #3: engagement :)

A BETTER TOMORROW

Author: Yvonne Warren

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow

But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow

My days of sadness are a thing of the past

Because I have found true love at last

My days of emptiness are gone for good

Because you fill a void in my heart that you should

You've opened a window

You've shown me the light

And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

sihatkan diri

dulu aku suke main rollerblade. time primary school, aku skul kat penang. best jugak duk situ.

terjamin jugak pelajaran aku coz saingan hebat and anak-anak cina yang pandai mmg ramai.

so nak tak nak kena la bawak diri. from there i learn my second language very well, penang style. hehe :)

anyway, kawasan kejiranan kami tu mmg all chinese and my house and fifi's house je malay. sebab ramai malay stay at kampung melayu and gelugor and wherever la kan.

huhu

and then, biasa la, being adventurous, my sister and I selalu menjadi perintis ape yang nak dimainkan in the afternoon. banyakkk sangat yang we started. from congkak, squash, rounders, aci kejar, bicycle and yang stay paling lama and paling hawt at that time was rollerblading. hehe. we started and then all the jirans ikut. siap buat pertandingan lagi and the price was air tin coke. sanggup weiiii. kirenya sape yang dok at my housing area wajib tahu rollerblading and must own a pair. and we were really good at it! gosh. luka2 jgn ckp la kan, main kat tar, biasa beb!

and then bila dah tua ni men ice skating je. tu pun dah lama tinggal. baru2 ni, i pegi bawak 3 of my students for olahraga MSSK Kedah in alostar. punye la excited nampak rollerblade ring. sanggup bayar rm12 and my students ikut jugak! then ramai jugak yang join (from other school) and weiii. best wooo. jatuh bagai. lebam sane sini sebab main langgar2. hehe.

huh. peluh wo.

i like roller-blading :)

big day #2 : terharu

salam

orang terharu sangat dengan mama sebab dia sangat-sangat supportive dan memahami.

and the best thing is mama sangat pandai membajet, idea sangat kreatif and she can turn sumthing very dull into rainbow. oh mamaku i wish i have your mind.

and to my surprise she agreed with the color scheme i wanted for my wedding (which is next year kot, peekaboo). oooohhhh.... mama, awak memang rawk lah!

hari ni mama masak fruitcake kukus, for doorgifts my majlis nanti. seeee...? mama bikin anak dara dia rasa bersalah la. dahla i tak tolong sangat, semua dia nak buat. tapi ada time dia memekik jugak nama i suruh angkat this and that. of kos la i willing to do it after all yang mama dah buat. mama, i heart you so much!

hantaran, jangan risau. kalau nampak hambar memang mama akan tukarkan completely. and dia dah siapkan semua for me. it's not that i tak nak tolong but, hmm. selalu i dah pegang benda-benda tu sume and it ended up she finished them. hadui. mama. i heart u banyak-banyak.

bilik i. bunga tu mama yang buat.

okla. mmg sume benda2 tu mama yang buatkan. you all tau i buat ape? i drill untuk gantung curtain. gantung curtain. tenyeh bilik ayaq. lap habuk2. angkat katil. angkat sofa. hmmph. benda teknikal. bila la i nak buat benda yang kreatif sket?

and the best part is i gotta sep for my majlis. everything DIY by mama, even doorgifts.and it turned out macam yang dekat kedai. cantik lah! next up, my wedding mama kata she's gona do everything sendiri. tak payah upah2. and i cakap nak doorgifts untuk my wedding, cupcake. my mama said "mama rasa buat fruitcake sendiri lagi jimat. kalau tak dapat buat banyak sekaligus, buat 1 hari 5 kek. then kita potong buh dalam kotak comel"

mama..kamu sangat comellah :)

love u mama.

maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu

salam

actually i'm in a very silly dillema rite now. aku dapat interview untuk jadi lecturer UCSI (sape suruh gatal mintak kan sekali dapat). the interview is this wednesday 9th june. masa aku dok kat sekolah hari tu mmg excited dan berkobar-kobar nak g interview. i was like "this is my chance of improving things and proving things. an opportunity to a wider new world, new horizon. a dream job, i guess"

have been asking lotsa ppl about whether i shud take it or leave it.

some were encouraging and some told me to think back about what i've got now.

what i've got now?

workloads.

heart-rending heart-pounding stubborn students.

responsibilities that i couldn't afford.

not a society i wish i'd live in where judging is the main concern. so typical Malaysian.

too many fingers pointing saying i'm the one for this and that task.

= one of the best job in the world.

so,

i said to myself

"awak tak akan tahu apa yang awak dapat sehingga ia hilang"

or dalam bahasa melayunya

"you'll never know what you got till it's gone"

Ya Allah....

come on la Nani

baru setahun kot.

takkan kot.

ok2.

i'm gonna give commitment a try.

five years, baby, five years.

maybe after that i'll start thinking about lecturer-ing.

enjoy what i have now and i'm sure things will get better.

"saya sotong yang tough!"

p/s Tuhan macam mmg tanak je aku ke interview itu, sebab segala clear holder pejadah sume i tertinggal di langkawi. dh teringat nak bawa balik a week b4 my flight but then hari packing sebenar ianya dilupakan. Tuhan mmg teliti dengan kerjanya, dan Dia tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hambanya :)

alhamdulillah, aku masih ada kesabaran.

sabar nani, 5 tahun tak lama.

big day #1: so soon.

salam.

since i read blog keychah on her coming mini-big day, i wana blog about mine too. boleh kah? tak muntah kan u ol nak membacanya? hehehe

engagement is not sumting very big but my mum baru je cakap "abah ko tempah katering untuk 150 orang"

"mamaaaaa...nape banyak sangat. nak jemput sape banyak-banyak tu?"

"orang ofis abah, jiran-jiran, sedara kita, family mat, kawan-kawan ko lagi. ala lebih takpe"

aduh. jadi meriah la pulak. nasib la my family tanak mini pelamin and whatsoever. i rasa i pun tak setuju if there is. tidak suke. sangat membazir dan not our adat pun. photographer pun my sister je. cikai2 pun dslr ade, jadi la kan?

uwaaa. the problem is my baju yang ditempah itu adalah agak besar. besauuuuu. makes me look fat.(saya mmg fat so saya mengaku je la ye).dh la kain mahal. 100++ per meter! aduhhhhhhh. takpe2. i tanak membazir so menerima baju itu seadanya. hehe. pandai2 la i kan? (dh mmg gemuk!)

hantaran setel kot. coz my mama very excited, she did all the things. langsir dah tukar. my room je belum. aromatherapy bought! takdela org pengsan masuk bilik i. (tp hakikatnya bilik i wangi jer). bilik air sudah ditonyoh dan ditenyeh. mekap? hmm. manage to get for only rm100 from kak syahrul , cheap kan? need to remind her i want very natural makeup, so no need to be glamer2 and tebal2. fuuuuh.

ring, most important. i like them both! one very simple and sweet, one more very elegant. ngeeee :) love em!

ngeee. ape lagi yang tertinggal ye? hmmmm.

oh ye. encik bakal tunang, semoga majlis kita diberkati tuhan dan moga hubungan ke jinjing pelamin

here's a teaser :P

p/s i'm so excited + nervous!

manusia...manusia...sigh

suka kritik kerja orang tapi kerja sendiri tak siap

maaflah, kerja saya tak berapa bagus dan perlu dibaiki

tak sempurna sangat

sorry yer

i welcome critics but

hmm

mana kerja yang saya minta tu?

jangan kritik-kritik je tau.

kerja kena wat jugak.

huhu

maaf ya.

saya ada sumber.

hehehe :P

p/s entri pelik