i had this memory when i was in my primary years about...hm.
i use to have really intensive swimming practice when i was 9-12 years old. especially when tournaments dates came, swimming will be like half of the day. leaving me tanned and stripy skin of course. but, it was always fun when i was in the water. the feeling is different when you're on land u noe. and i always remember Sujie, who is now a synchronize swimmer for the country (she went to bukit jalil sport's school) and also Su Yi who is the best swimmer of us all (She could do all strokes effortlessly even in 4x50 rampaian) and also kak alia, who i could not recall the face anymore.
i use to really love swimming, and never get tired of it.
the memories are all coming back to me. the smell of the chlorine, the plunging in, the bobbing, the tiredness, the water in my nose..everything..
i couldn't finish a 50m lap of freestyle yesterday and i have to stop nearly when i reached 40 m because i was so tired. what happened to me? my stamina is all over the place. syut.
today, things started to get better. i finished all my laps and i improved on my time.
it's all in the matter of practice.
but how to practice?
morning and afternoon, with classes, performances, assignments and all?
i just cannot seem to fulfill everything.
and tiredness conquer
couldn't wait for any holidays
repairing my system, and becoming lazier
which is not good.
it's a matter of choice, nani
if you can do it, then you will