Monday, 30 August 2010

the baju kurung adventure shares :)

heyya. i got a new shopping blog where u can buy sum lovely muslimah attires :)
shop for our latest baju kurung modern, stylish, and high quality. this first batch is tribute to the plus sizes :))
do visit


thanks readers :)

balik kampung, eh, kampung la sangat.

sila tanya what am I bringing home for Raya? you all tak tanya i tetap nak jawab *_*
well since I'm working in Langkawi, I have no choice but to bring home this bundle of joy for
Raya.
tadaa!!!

*sila kecur liur semua*
presenting, all the chocs ordered by my frens n relatives (dengan duit ye, jangan haraplah i ni kaya nak bagi free kan noks tp untuk family of course la i blanje kan) whippie~

ini supela cantik order (serius uol, ni sedap hazelnut byk sampai tumpah2)

untuk family - diakui oleh rakan sekerja n family, antara sume hershey's kisses and nuggets, toffee and almond ni plg sedap. mcm daim (lg sedp) tp lembut skit dn berkacang. hehe. i dh jd pakar cokelat sbb ramai pesan, siap hafal harga dah, ask me je harga n kedai mana :P

for my anak sedara, zakir and yeyah, dgn bapak and mak diorang gak. konon2 anak nak makan, sbnrnya mak ayah yang teringin (note that kinder bueno tu ada 8 packets kt dalam)

ni geng bas sekolah yang order. kegemaran ramai. kema cun dgn ustad hensom tp gay. dlm ni ade dadah kot?

ade byk g, but malas nk upload. hehehe. korang belek la gambau first tu yeh *pemalas*

but after i bought all these i was like crazy thinking on how to pack my things since i only can take one cabin bag not exceeding 7kgs (yelah, air asia kedekut sket). however i managed to squeeze in all those delicious calorie enhancer in my luggage! yey! i dah expert sebab dh berkali-kali lepas dr cengkaman orang air asia yang selalu tanya pasal beg! hehe *smile*

skill packing dah hebat (i adalah semangat kerana packing awal)

now i have to worry about my popia nestum and ikan bilis pusing. where to put eh? cn i pretend to be preggy lady? :P

coklat ini di order oleh kengkawan yg i dah tag kat fb ye. jangan cakap i tak tanye. hehe. sebab bila i balik u ol slalu tny takde cokelat ke. hehe. kepada yg tak sempat order i am so sorry order dh tutop coz i malas nk g pekan, jauh tau!



p/s sape rasa kecur liur *gelak jahat* sila order the next time i balik, bulan 12 boleh bawak byk sket coz i pos kereta nek ferry. oh akhirnya axela ku melihat donia! *high beam*

go away

go away you damn thing.
you've been torturing.
you've taken away my good sleep.
i have to listen to the ipod to get rid of you.
i sleep late and wake up early because of you.
sometimes i almost sleep with my eyes open.

yes you, tears.
go away!

:'(

Sunday, 29 August 2010

sempoi ke gile?


nak tny.
kalau aku nak buat baju kurung corak ni
ok ke tak?


sempoi ke, hancus? orang kata aku gila tak?
nak buat sarung bantal, japanese cotton, macam tak baloi je. huhu.
any suggestion?

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

tangled up

i was quite tangled up few days back.
having to neglect my daily internet routine of writing blog or reading my friends' status on facebook.
that's the price I pay for being a teacher but it's all worth it.
On Monday I had one of the most challenging day of my career.
The SPM trial is on and Tuesday is the English paper, and i was so worried that my students are quite out of...shape.
I did some tuition for a class after school and for another class during the night.
and i didn't even have the time to shower, so after iftar, i put on my clothes and deo with a spray of perfume just to cover the smell. haha. silly. this is for them.
and that night they were supposed to be in the musolla but i managed to convince them to come to me.
before i get out of my house i prayed to Allah that she blesses me even though i did it at night like that, and for the sacrifice of their terawikh (mine too) is worth it.
Alhamdulillah, the next day what I targeted (all paper 1 and 2) came out and the students were smiling and thank God i did extra class with them :)))))))

and today is a good day and we're cooking and it's weekend and so many great news yesterday, payday and bla bla bla. haha :P

and today while in the market a bird pooped on my hijab, i fell down in front of the washing machine and spilled the brand new Downy on the floor and I also spilled a brand new soy sauce when i was opening it. they said u would be in the best of luck after a bird pooped on you. they're totally wrong!

gtg, i think my cocktail and milo puding is burnt!
adios amigos~

Sunday, 22 August 2010

having options

in life
we have the options to be happy, or to be gloomy
to take road less traveled by, or to go the easy peasy way
to hurt or to be kind to
to do masters degree, or just discontinue after degree
to be loved, or to love
to be fussy, or to let it be
chocolate, or vanilla
secret recipe or kenny roger's

it's always (only) between two things.
yet it is so hard to choose.

tonight, it's between marking my students exam papers, or my bed.
sort of.

Saturday, 21 August 2010

happy ramadhan

Ramadhan is here and I am so happy about it
i love going to the mussolla with both my parents every night but when i'm in Langkawi with guilt I do it at home for some reasons.

I always love to pledge a bit during every ramadhan. i couldn't remember what i pledge for last Ramadhan but it's almost the same every year.

1) I pledge to not abandon my solat. or even better, not delaying it. also to improve my solat in many terms, the movement, consistency, the recitation, the khushuk-ness and everything about it. i want a perfect solat.
2) I pledge to cover my aurah, not just my hair, but also the shape of my chest and body, to wear descent hijabs, which cover the upper part of my body, no more skinny jeans even though my top is long, also my both feet to be covered with socks, wear long sleeves t-shirt, no more 3/4 sleeves and cover my butt.
3) I pledge to teach sincerely, because of AllahSWT, not giving up, doing my best, treat it as Ibadah, and sacrifice for the sake of my students.
4) I pledge to be a good daughter, sister, fiancée and friend. i want to give the best for everyone so that they'll feel happy with me and for me, and i shall grant them my doa' and i hope i'm mentioned in their doa'.
5) I pledge to take care of my iman, not to go out so often with my fiancée unless it's for our wedding preparation, treat my future in-laws best and avoid anything that would wreck the blessing by Allah in our relationship.
6) I pledge to fulfill my Ramadhan with terawikh, quran readings, fasting perfectly event hough sometimes i feel very tired.
7) I pledge not to go to bazaar Ramadhan anymore, because I tend to waste the food at the end of the day. homemade cooking is always the best.

i think that's all I have to pledge for now :)
I would be pledging to be a good wife in the next Ramadhan. Ameen :)

Friday, 20 August 2010

kerisauan seorang saya


menjadi aku adalah sangat susah kerana aku perlu pastikan bebudak belajar untuk peperiksaan.
peduli apelah orang nak kata aku ni exam oriented, yang pasti itu hala tuju aku. kalau bebudak tak pass SPM aku memang akan kecewa amat sangat.

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku,
di bulan penuh mulia dan keberkatan ini
aku pohon kau bukakanlah pintu hati kami
menimba ilmu
menjawab dengan tenang
semoga bebudak dapat buktikan yang aku telah menjalankan tugas aku.
ameen

good luck for trial SPM, bebudak :)

p/s oh ya, blog ni dh wajah baru, nak komen sila klik pada callout di sebelah kanan post ye :) comel je

Monday, 16 August 2010

cari barang tak jumpa

tanyalah pada si tunang saya tu. kalau saya cari barang tak jumpa-jumpa, sampai tahap boleh menangis.
janganlah barang tu hilang pagi-pagi. memang sepanjang hari aku akan susah hati :(
hari ni tak jumpa buku soalan ramalan gaya pos adabi english SPM. geram sangat.
nasib la dalam staffroom. nak nangis pun malu. :(
harap-harap tak menjejaskan mood.
Ya Allah, ringankanlah bebanku, tunjukkan aku jalan yang lurus.
ameen.

Sunday, 15 August 2010

hari terakhir

salam
kalau hari ni
hari terakhir
entry terakhir
tulisan terakhir
kita mesti akan mahu minta maaf pada semua kan?
mesti rasa sedih kalau tak dapat nyatakan apa yang kita rasakan kan?
tapi aku rasa
semua yang aku simpan semuanya dah aku luahkan
encik mat tahu
mama abah juga mungkin tahu
kawan-kawan lagila tahu
murid-murid pun boleh tahu
kalau lah korang tak tahu
tak pernah ambil tahu
aku cadangkan
bacalah older post kat blog ini
aku rasa semua pesan untuk yang terlibat dengan dunia aku ada dalam ni
(kalaulah aku tak ada esok)

aku maafkan semua
dan minta maaf pada semua

p/s aku bukan nak pergi mana2, cuma nak pesan je.
(insaf lepas tgk video ribut jasin)

Ya Allah, kau berkatilah hidupku, terimalah ibadahku, puasa ku, solat ku, kasih sayang ku, derma ku dan segala-galanya aku.

:( sedih bila pikir pasal petanda-petanda kiamat yang dh banyak ni. orang-orang di luar sana, jangan buang baby lagi, please :(

Saturday, 7 August 2010

sudah tahu akan jadi begini

hari ini, perkara ini terjadi


alhamdulillah, semua setel
walaupun duit terbang melayang
demi kamu, axela, apa saja untukmu.
lumrah natijah semulajadinya aku seharusnya berpeluh dan panik
tapi itu emosi yang tidak patut dilayan maka aku rasional
aku cari spare tyre
dan kebetulan anak beranak siam yang letak kereta sebelah aku punya hati yang sangat wangi
dan mereka tanpa segan silu dan banyak kata
terus buka sana sini
tapi tak terbuka juga, kenapa?
aku telefon encik damanhuri
nada tenang saja
dan dia carikan pakcik kedai tayar
dan nah
bukan guna spare tyre yang kecil huma tu
tayar baru.

hehe
bestnya axela dapat kaki baru
macam beli kasut nike pulak :P

terima kasih yang menolong
hati kalian memang bunga ros!

letting go

salam
i'm helping a friend of mine
he's letting this wonderful item go






Nike Dunk Low
worn twice
still in good condition
price: RM160 including postage
actual price was rm239
size : UK8, US9
reason letting go; wrong size
colour; red black
(with box)

pls PM me at hannanika@gmail.com if u are interested in purchasing
thanks :)

mi amor

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