wedding shoes

salam gorgeous people :). shoes. i don't really fancy shoes nor heels nor stilettos. I wear my very makcik clarks to school. Previously I wore crocs but my guru kanan 'tegur' coz the shoes were not appropriate. my bad :). and now i still prefer those kinda shoes. Plus, it's really hard to find my size. I have big feet. ehem ehem. sila terkejut. Aimma size 9. UK size 9. seriously. macam laki kan? my feet is as big as mr f's. aimma big foot. catch me and put me in the zoo.

however, I don't want to be caught wearing crocs or makcik clarks for my wedding. no no. biggy no. Mau kene bebel dengan the entire kerabat aunty segala. If can, I would, you know. hmm. so Finding a shoe is...errghh..... but i have the colour in mind. gonna use 1 nice comfy shoe for all 3 events. jimats :).
here's the colour. what I have in mind :)

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I love the fuchsia pink statement! it's gonna stand out, contrasting with my off-white akad's attire, my plum outfit and the silver/blue dress for bertandang. you think I can pull this off? I dunno. But I've seen lots of examples where brides go for contrast wedding shoes. here are some examples :)

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cool kan? :).

a dress in the making

salam.
just now i went to first impression jalan TAR,  (next to nagoya) to custom make my nikah and reception outfit using the materials i bought in Bandung. I was thrilled and the boutique was suggested by mama so follow je la kan? unfortunately i forgot to take pictures of the boutique, busy sangat browsing thru the ready-made baju pengantin untuk jadi contoh my dress. So, asked the expert la kan, believe me, tailors memang pakar and know everything about the perfect dress for your body size. So we just asked her to recommend the suitable dress for this proud plus-sized bride to be :P hehe
and guess what ? she suggested the empire cut dress! I re-confirmed with her about it and she said the right kind of material will balance your body. My mama was suddenly okay with empire cut dress despite all the disagreement about it when I showed her "mama nak macam ni?" (pointing tu empire cut baju pengantin), and she'll go "kau gemuk. tak sesuai. lagi nmpak gems". and today, after being convinced by the tailor, she agreed and thought that empire cut was awesome. hahaha.
akhirnya :')

and as for my nikah outfit, just the classic baju kurung modern.
the tailor said that this will be done after 1 1/2 months. so soon? heh :P
Alhamdulillah. progress :)))

oh, for u out there who couldn't guess what empire cut is, here are some random pictures bout em. enjoy :)

 butik syamsyaiz alostar

 zaifie zainal

 sorry, i missed the link

this one oso misplaced link.

smplicity. i like yg ni. and baju i ebih kurang cam ni :)

waktu paling sesuai untuk nikah ?

salam
kepada b2b
i slalu tak komen or balas komen sbb bz
tapi di kepalaku terdetik persoalan ini

Nikah malam or siang ?
apa pendapat u ols?

buntu(t)s..... :P

nikah nida

nak g nikah nida :)
jumpa lagi.

the baju kurung adventure nak naik flight like this. haha

shopping page saya :)

salam semua. hari ni nani nak promote shopping page nani.
FYI, Nani dan Mama jual inner, semuanya handmade oleh Mama. Entah macam mana mula, Nani suggest, terus Mama buatkan. Until now, ramai yang dah beli dari kami especially colleagues kami! selalunya sold out tau, tak sempat nk letak kat shopping blog. hehe :))
ape yang best pasal inner Nani ye?
1. Material tak panas
2. tak melekat di dahi (kalau nk bagi melekat sila ketatkan guna pin ye)
3. takde lubang di belakang (dijahit macam anak tudung biasa, ada ruang untuk sanggul anda)
4. tak sakit telinga, selesa sangat (inner yang nani beli sebelum2 ni selalu buat sakit telinga, tak boleh pakai lama2)
5. Handmade - kualiti terjamin sangat!
6. Takde kat pasaran coz kami buat sendiri semuanya !

ape lagi ye? hehehe. Nani selalu kecewa cari inner tak melekat, tetas la bagai, tak jadi jugak, pastu telinga sakit, so dpt pakai sekejap je.
Jadi kami cipta sendiri untuk kami pakai, tapi rasa macam nk buat berniaga, cuba-cuba :)
ok enjoy gambar nani pakai inner ni and lawatlah blog Nani yer? :))

http://modestmodishmuslimah.blogspot.com/

 ni masa g Pulau Tuba, Family day

 This is at Pasar Baru, Bandung. Last 2 weeks

 Kawah Putih, Ciwidey, Bandung. A must Visit bila g Bandung

bye-bye electric blue

salam.
I have announced that the colour of my wedding theme is electric blue previously but I've changed due to inconsistency of the colour blend with skin tone and many other problems. so we have bought all the kains during our Bandung trip. Damn cheap. I did not take the over-the-top laces because I love simplicity. So I went for the semi-french lace, without beading, 4.5 ms of golden brown satin, and 4.5 ms of shantung silk for my fiancée. Another same measurements for our Solemnization. That means altogether we bought our reception and nikah attire, for both of us, 2 pairs for each and it costs us only 106 0000 rp which is RM371 in total. Alhamdulillah.
so the colour for my reception is

 plum

golden brown
(note: this is not actual kain, just the colour i googled)

and as for our solemnization we stick to the sweet traditional off-white :)

that's the update so far.

the only wedding things i bought in Bandung was the lace. Did not buy any doorgifts or wedding invitation because we decided to do it in Malaysia.

we're getting there. InshaAllah.

when somebody said 'NO' to you, for many times, he meant it. get a grip, Nani :(
gonna throw myself in the sad sack.

pelamin?

simple and sweet :)

photo credit:  weddings by maszalina

salam.
hari tu nani ada tulis nani tanak pelamin kan?
sebab nani ngan tunang tanak duk atas pelamin
tapi abah ngan mama insist nak pelamin, untuk ambil gambar je
renjis-renjis tak ada.
Oklah tu kan?
So Nani sebagai anak yang baik, ikutlah cakap abah mama :)

dalam diam

salam
aku agak diam dalam persediaan 2011. huhu.
tapi nak cakap yang tarikh kenduri Kuala Nerang is confirmed 2 June 2011. InshaAllah.
hari Khamis, yeah, i Know, tapi cuti sekolah and my friends cakap benda tu common di Kedah. Zainida pun majlisnya hari Rabu. lega la jugak bila ada geng :)

Progress Terkini Saya? :
MUA Nikah - booked
MUA Reception  Ampang - booked
Catering - Tomorrow
OP Nikah and Reception Ampang - booked
Doorgifts - Sudah Survey oleh mama dan sudah memesan (I sangat suka idea doorgifts I, and mama pun setuju sangat, thanks to my colleagues yang bagi suggestion) ------> nanti br nak reveal.

that explains why duit banyak dah spend. Book harus deposit duit ye kawan-kawan, tak main la setakat email n SMS ye. Sekarang ni based on sape depo duit dulu dia dapat dulu. Bagi saya yang penakut kehilangan MUA dan OP kegemaran saya, saya dengan cepat bertindak. Kawen kat KL ni tak bleh last minit. Even Unaisah Azlan pun dah fully booked sampai September 2011. sobs. melepas :'( so, don't u people dare say i ni excited terlebih and it's too early for me to do this. kamu boleh lihat sendiri buktinya. I hampir kehilangan OP tau sebab ada orang nak tarikh tu juge, tapi Alhamdulillah i deposit duit dulu :)

tapi Alhamdulillah, setakat ni, walaupun ada halangan dan cabaran semuanya masih ok. belum masanye nak kalut lagi. awal lagi.

ape pun saya ucapkan selamat menjadi sibuk kepasa b2b 2011 dan selamat ke puncak pd b2b 2010 yang akan kawen nov & dec ni :)

change of date

tarikh kenduri di kuala nerang mungkin akan ditukar
due to my family's condition yang kena buat 2 kenduri anak buah in one time.
maybe it's gonna be 2nd June 2011. oooh, it's Thursday, but still on school holiday.
ada ke org buat kenduri Thursday?
Opinion pls :(
Tapi x confirm lagi...
Masih dalam perbincangan.
Ya, Allah, moga dipermudahkan urusan..
amin
:(

the best wedding

'The best wedding is that upon which the least trouble and expense is bestowed".

- Prophet Muhammad SAW

yang penting ialah tanggungjawab, amalan dan hidup selepas berkahwin, bukannya majlis perkahwinan semata-mata.

InshaAllah, ameen.

:')

i'm not good

.....in keeping my promises.
I'm sorry, it's a sin to break promises. I truly regret the whole action and words.
I'm sorry for being such a lousy friend :(

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum
Jazakallah Khair.
what more can I say at this particular moment? :)
I am all smiles and laughter these days. Thanks to the Langkawi Netball team. We deserve the win because we fought hard for it. Yes we really do. All the sweats were worth the while. Kami bukan main suka-suka, kami main betul-betul. Sungguh, (my boys use this ungkapan) kami kerja keras. Tak sangka boleh menang dengan nama-nama besar such as Kuala Muda-Yan, Kota Setar, and many others.
I love sports. Masa main netball tu memang peluh tak ingat punya. Aku selalu gagahkan diri walaupun letih amat. Main 15 min rest 5min main 15 min balik. gila kot. huhu. Alhamdulillah, bila main tekanan semua hilang macam tu je. Puas dapat lari sana sini, terbang lompat bagai. kami main semua 5 game kot, 3 dalam kumpulan, pastu jd johan kumpulan B. then kita main semi final, then final. Akhirnya JOHAN. yey. sungguh Sotong.

 sotong-sotong goreng tepung yang gila hebat main

 sotong tayang medal

GA n GS tu penembak tajam kental tu

kalau tak kenal aku, tengok la awek yang paling tinggi (+gemuk) tu. yang tu aku ler. muka sangat bersyukur sebab main dalam dewan, takyah nk risau muka jadi kuda belang :P

another reason for the smiles these days is i've set the date. ye, kawan-kawan, maaflah kalau terpaksa berebut date ngan korang tapi ini adalah sangat muktamad. Ape pun aku tetap akan sampai ke kenduri korang kalau takde aral melintang. so, ni unofficial entry untuk aku "Save the Date". 

Nikah : 27th May 2011

Reception My Side : 28th May 2011 (Ampang, Selangor)

Reception His Side : 4th June 2011 (Kuala Nerang, Kedah) 

InshaAllah reception my side akan diadakan di Dewan IPD Ampang Jaya, Selangor. Ni tempat keje abah :) so, okay la :) Harap-harap kengkawan boleh save the date ye?

itu je :)

Oh ye,

Yang paling Nani nak ucapkan terima kasih ialah kepada Tuhan, kerana di dalam kesusahan dan kesukaran yang Nani tempuhi, ada juga kegembiraan yang Dia selitkan untuk Nani. Nani sangat kesal kalau Nani sering lupakan Dia sebab Nani tahu walaupun Nani tak hidup mewah atau tak sempurna Dia tak pernah menghampakan Nani. Nani akan terus menerus mencari CintaNya dan Nani harap kawan-kawan pun akan sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Eventhough ada orang kata kat kita macam-macam atau kita rasa susah, Nani sentiasa ada Tuhan, Family, Tunang dan kawan-kawan. So, whatever you say to me did/will not matter anymore coz I know how I present myself to God.

The Prophet sal Allahu alaiyhi wa sallam said, “I guarantee a house in Jannah for one who gives up arguing, even if he is in the right; and I guarantee a home in the middle of Jannah for one who abandons lying even for the sake of fun; and I guarantee a house in the highest part of Jannah for one who has good manners.”

semoga kita menjadi orang-orang yang soleh dan solehah. amin :)

jack of all trades

Jack of all trades
master of none.


i am in that mode at the moment.
in 2 hours time i'll be off to Pendang for PSKPPK netball tournament representing, the Langkawi island.
Jack is seen as the bad guy here. but i opt to be Jack. I think he's cool to be a multitasker.
Experience is virtue, you see :)
and who says this fat Jack is incapable of sports.
it's my middle name!
(maddy, i teringat kita swimming for maktab, vey the rindu kan?)

wani's engagement

i was disappointed and furious with myself for not attending wani's engagement
i'm so sorry darl, as your future bridesmaid, i shouldn't be absent :(
i was busy with PMR camps and PMR taklimat. sorry again
i just wana say congratulations darling, you're another step to a new phase in your life.
I salute you for keeping that beautiful relationship with your fiancee, Zul for how many years...? 6 eh?
hehehehe
anyway, u looked really pretty on that day and I couldn't wait for the wedding! (bridesmaid cuak ney)
Love you! besties for life
(so jealous milah and maddy were there!)

 wani so pretty! love the make up, love the colour~

wani's fren (ke cousin?), wani, maddy and milah

jeles jelesssss!

wani, i wish you all the best in the world.

congratulations!

friends till Jannah. amin.

saya tahu benda ni susah

salam
Alhamdulillah, SPM trial dah habis and most of my students meningkat dari segi gred dan kualiti. nampak sangat yang diorang ni dah berubah sikit demi sikit. kalau dulu punya la susah nak tengok diorang fokus dan duduk diam dalam kelas, sangatlah sejuk hati ini bila bebudak tak tinggal kosong langsung dalam kertas diorang! lagipun, sepanjang exam, takde sorang pun yang ponteng kelas atau lari lompat pagar macam dulu-dulu. alhamdulillahhhh. yey. bersyukur sangat-sangat sebab semua ikut tips macam mana nak dapat markah untuk summary. senang je kan bebudak? kalau dulu, hampir separuh kelas hantar balik kertas soalan kosong kepada teacher nani, tapi kali ni sangat-sangat berbeza! i love you lah korang! mungkin diorang betul-betul nak lulus English dan teacher nani tahu kamu semua pasti boleh! yey! cayalah.
terlebih emosi pulak di situ. sekarang teacher cuma risaukan SPM bebudak je. aduh. teacher memang berharap sangat bebudak boleh score. amin..

Saya tahu menjadi cikgu tu tak senang.
maddy cakap "Nani, sejak ko jadi cikgu ni, makin ramai pulak yan jadi musuh kau". Entahlah. mungkin ya jugak. mungkin Allah memang aturkan semua tu sebab nak tengok aku ni tahan ke tak. ntahla. aku pikir sekarang, biarlah orang nak kata aku apa sekali pun, aku tau aku seorang cikgu yang memang nak the best untuk students aku. dulu aku memang sangat tak suka jadi cikgu. aku memang despise habis. tapi sekarang aku pikir yang 'loving what i do is the way to be happy'. walaupun lepas jadi cikgu ni aku tetibe kene maki, kene sumpah dan kene kutuk/keji oleh orang-orang yang tak mengkaji dan orang-orang yang menilai aku, aku redha. siapalah mereka untuk nilai aku? siapakah mereka untuk hina pekerjaan aku dan apa yang aku buat? diorang tau ke apa yang aku buat sebenarnya? korang tau ke ape yang aku dah korbankan untuk bebudak aku? diorang tu tau ke banyak mana aku doa untuk bebudak aku? diorang tu ade ke kat sisi aku pandang dengan pancaindera diorang untuk tuduh dan keji aku itu ini?
diorang tu sape-sape la.
ape yang aku buat untuk students aku biarla aku je yang tahu.
aku malas nak gembar gembur.
apatah lagi nak cakap aku ni cikgu hebat, boleh ubah students sekelip mata.
tak, aku tak hebat. aku biasa aje. tapi Allah tahu aku ni mencuba. cukup sekadar Allah yang tahu.
aku tak perlu buktikan apa-apa.
kalau aku cakap students aku ni lemah, yes they are. hakikat yang realistik.
aku tak boleh bohong orang dan diri sendiri mengatakan students aku hebat.
tapi aku percaya diorang boleh meningkat, dan improve.
cukup untuk buat aku terharu dan nyatakan Alhamdulillah.
kerja Allah, kerja bebudak, dan sedikit sumbangan aku.

Perit juga bila orang kata kita begitu dan begini.
perit juga bila idea dan pernyataan/quotations kita tu orang kata 'bullshit'.
perit.
tapi apa nak buat. telan juga.

hakikatnya aku ni sering dan selalu tak sampai hati untuk tulis entri kata si polan-polan ni teruklah.
ataupun 'bullshit sungguh pernyataan minah/mamat ni'.
sebab aku sendiri tak tau yang macam manakah yang dikatakan 'bullshit' dalam masyarakat kita ni.
ada penanda aras tentang 'bullshit'?

bukan aku nak cakap aku baik.
aku nak cakap yang berhak menilai itu hanyalah Allah. itu milik Allah.
Aku bukan sapa-sapa untuk melabel sesapa.
dat's why aku elakkan untuk tulis tentang orang lain yang kata begitu atau begini.
siapalah aku untuk kata orang ni salah dan aku betul?
siapa aku?

bila aku blogwalking, aku baru sedar yang bila aku baca perkataan yang dilabel sebagai maki
contoh
shit, f*ck, setan, b*bi, wtf, wth dsbgnya
aku rasa macam semacam.
dan aku terbayang perasaan orang yang baca blog aku, dulu-dulu
sebab aku ada guna sikit perkataan2 tersebut.
aku mintak maaf, aku memang salah :(
Ya Allah, ampunkan aku.
hindarilah aku dari guna perkataan-perkataan tu dalam blog aku.
siapalah aku untuk menyumpah-nyumpah?
sedangkan Nabi pun tidak :(
Ampuni aku, ya Tuhan.
dah berapa banyak dosa aku dah tulis untuk entri-entri lepas :(
Ya Tuhan
Jauhilah aku dari menulis fitnah, kutuk dan hina
ke atas umat-umat saudara sesama islam ku, mahupun yang beragama lain.

untuk kawan-kawan blogger yang lain juga
harap-harap kita tidak guna perkataan sebegitu lagi ya
semoga Allah berkati apa jua yang kita tuliskan, amin

who is the most inspiring Malaysian?

salam
this morning at my kampung in Ipoh Perak we (the relatives) were busy discussing about datuk's Sosilawati's homicide case and suddenly i stole the spotlight when my sister goes (translated) "Akak, you're in the NST today. buahgagagaghahaha!!!!!!" and everybody was joking about it. ahaks. I think they changed my sentence a bit because it turned out grammatically wrong. all over the place. no?
yeah, whatever :P
kembang semangkuk untuk hari ni
(alah, very small caption je pun janji ade gmbau)
i malas nak print screen. yang 25, ampang tu i la :P
click here :P

jangan baca. wakaka.(noob gila)

salam
hmm. aku bukannya orang yang defensive akan tetapi aku juga mengamalkan prinsip 'tidak mudah melatah'. bila ini yang dikatakan kepada aku, mungkin ini yang tuhan suruh aku reflect kembali, di mana silapnya aku, di mana letaknya aku ini, dan apa yang orang fikir tentang aku.
dan jujurnya, bagi seorang blogger ini, aku mungkin terletak di tahap itu di hatinya, atau di matanya atau di jiwanya. aku juga pegang kepada tidak men-judge orang tapi kadang-kadang, hati manusia mana yang tak terusik, hati manusia mana yang tak terdetik? tipulah kalo aku cakap aku tak terasa. ya aku terasa. dan sekarang aku betul berharap itu bukan engkau, dan aku berharap ianya benar, bukan engkau.
dan ya, konflik yang aku fikir sudah temu jalan kelaur berputik kembali dari inbox message si dia. si dia sangat tersinggung kerana aku dan kawan-kawan menghentam dia.

we were once strangers, but look at us now? :( semuanya gara-gara salah faham

kalau kamu baca, sy sudah delete wall post tersebut, dan juga status saya. dan dari 2 hari lepas lagi sejurus selepas kamu msg di inbox saya, telah sy forwardkan kepada kawan-kawan. msg yang kedua yang pjg lebar itu saya tak forwardkan, kerana dikhuatiri akan mendapat respon yang terpesong.
kesimpulannya kata mereka "oklah nani, kita terima penjelasan dia, bersangka baik bulan baik ni. sudahlah kita-kita"
ya, i terima.

maaf kepada blogger itu, sesungguhnya skill spekulasi saya tidak berapa betul dan skill serkap jarang saya agak tinggi. jadi, saya pohon maaf. Allah mungkin temukan kita dengan cara yang begini, entah apa niatNYA, yang pasti aku tau niat Allah tu baik. semoga Allah itu memberkati kamu, semoga dia mengukum pesalah yang sebenarnya, kerana Allah maha adil.
ah, barangkali kamu tak perlu bebelan aku ni, tapi aku mmg mahu tulis.

oklah, enough of the syahdu-syahdu hari raya ni, pagi ni seperti lepas solat dengan komuniti ampang jaya itu kami akan berangkat ke ipoh. KL tak kosong okei. sape kate KL lengang. haha. ramai je yang beraya KL. ramai je kampung sendiri dekat KL.

tapi raya kurang meriah tahun ni, sbb angahnya kerja, alongnya beraya di rumah mertua. takde jerit-jerit sang kelembai-kelembai dua orang anak buah tu.
huhu.

oh berapa kali lah mahu cakap?
oklah last, last.
selamat hari raya
maaf zahir dan batin.

my english sucks big time

my english sucks big time, that's what ____ have been telling me last night (if u read my blog last night, i had 100 comment from ____ saying how i should consider stop teaching as my English is very poor).
that was quite a night. quite something.
aku tak nak jadi defensive. memang mengaku me English sucks. big time.
aku harap anak murid aku tak jadi macam aku.
aku kesian kat mak bapak anak murid aku.
kalau korang mak bapak, sila jangan hantar anak korang ke sekolah yang ada teacher nurul hanani.
senang cerita. macam tu boleh selesai masalah kan?

ntahla. case closed.
aku tanak tahu, and tanak ambil tahu sape punya angkara semalam.
esok dah nak raya dah pun.
aku tak terhakis sikit pn.
ape pun, aku akan terus continue the baju kurung adventure, bilingually, check and recheck my entry supaya aku menyedari yang English grammar haruslah mengikut peraturannya.

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir batin
kamu-kamu semua aku dah maafkan. (haha. macam lah kamu-kamu tu nak. perasan habis aku ni)
(ini bukan entri untuk up traffic blog ye, bukan itu tujuan aku tulis blog)

salam syawal dari insan hina,
nani.

p/s maaflah kalau delete comment2 yg semalam tu sbb dh kategori spam. let by gone be by gone

selamat hari jadi sayang :)

owh, i know u wana vomit reading the post title just.

but, say what you wana, this is his last birthday as a bachelor, so don't stand in my way.

what can i say about you, fiancé?

since it's ur 25th (oops) birthday here are 25 random facts about you.

1. you're cute

2. your hair is messy but they are in great shape.

3. you're funny at times.

4. you asked stupid questions.

5. you're naive in the cutest way ever. like ever.

6. you may seem a lil bz after you've been working but that doesn't change a thing.

7. you like me.

8. you bring out the best in me.

9. you're a great listener.

10. you're a bad story teller.

11. you always put me first.

12. you futsal a lot. like really a lot.

13. you panic easily, but you're cute when you are.

14. i quite miss you.

15. i wana have a great marriage wit ya.

16. you're so good in karaoke-ing.

17. football is always ur thing.

18. you're not that good in making decisions but you tried.

19. you'd go me over food.

20. you're strong .

21. you are the nicest person on earth.

22. you are brilliantly, hyperbolically smart and intelligent. genius.

23. you walk rather fast.

24. you are wonderful. i wana grow old with you.

25. you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. my greatest mistake, and my greatest right. you're the best :)

happy birthday,

Md Zaini Bin Zulkufli

i heart you

the baju kurung adventure shares :)

heyya. i got a new shopping blog where u can buy sum lovely muslimah attires :)

shop for our latest baju kurung modern, stylish, and high quality. this first batch is tribute to the plus sizes :))

do visit

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thanks readers :)

balik kampung, eh, kampung la sangat.

sila tanya what am I bringing home for Raya? you all tak tanya i tetap nak jawab *_*

well since I'm working in Langkawi, I have no choice but to bring home this bundle of joy for

Raya.

tadaa!!!

*sila kecur liur semua*

presenting, all the chocs ordered by my frens n relatives (dengan duit ye, jangan haraplah i ni kaya nak bagi free kan noks tp untuk family of course la i blanje kan) whippie~

ini supela cantik order (serius uol, ni sedap hazelnut byk sampai tumpah2)

untuk family - diakui oleh rakan sekerja n family, antara sume hershey's kisses and nuggets, toffee and almond ni plg sedap. mcm daim (lg sedp) tp lembut skit dn berkacang. hehe. i dh jd pakar cokelat sbb ramai pesan, siap hafal harga dah, ask me je harga n kedai mana :P

for my anak sedara, zakir and yeyah, dgn bapak and mak diorang gak. konon2 anak nak makan, sbnrnya mak ayah yang teringin (note that kinder bueno tu ada 8 packets kt dalam)

ni geng bas sekolah yang order. kegemaran ramai. kema cun dgn ustad hensom tp gay. dlm ni ade dadah kot?

ade byk g, but malas nk upload. hehehe. korang belek la gambau first tu yeh *pemalas*

but after i bought all these i was like crazy thinking on how to pack my things since i only can take one cabin bag not exceeding 7kgs (yelah, air asia kedekut sket). however i managed to squeeze in all those delicious calorie enhancer in my luggage! yey! i dah expert sebab dh berkali-kali lepas dr cengkaman orang air asia yang selalu tanya pasal beg! hehe *smile*

skill packing dah hebat (i adalah semangat kerana packing awal)

now i have to worry about my popia nestum and ikan bilis pusing. where to put eh? cn i pretend to be preggy lady? :P

coklat ini di order oleh kengkawan yg i dah tag kat fb ye. jangan cakap i tak tanye. hehe. sebab bila i balik u ol slalu tny takde cokelat ke. hehe. kepada yg tak sempat order i am so sorry order dh tutop coz i malas nk g pekan, jauh tau!

p/s sape rasa kecur liur *gelak jahat* sila order the next time i balik, bulan 12 boleh bawak byk sket coz i pos kereta nek ferry. oh akhirnya axela ku melihat donia! *high beam*

go away

go away you damn thing.

you've been torturing.

you've taken away my good sleep.

i have to listen to the ipod to get rid of you.

i sleep late and wake up early because of you.

sometimes i almost sleep with my eyes open.

yes you, tears.

go away!

:'(

sempoi ke gile?

nak tny.

kalau aku nak buat baju kurung corak ni

ok ke tak?

sempoi ke, hancus? orang kata aku gila tak?

nak buat sarung bantal, japanese cotton, macam tak baloi je. huhu.

any suggestion?

tangled up

i was quite tangled up few days back.

having to neglect my daily internet routine of writing blog or reading my friends' status on facebook.

that's the price I pay for being a teacher but it's all worth it.

On Monday I had one of the most challenging day of my career.

The SPM trial is on and Tuesday is the English paper, and i was so worried that my students are quite out of...shape.

I did some tuition for a class after school and for another class during the night.

and i didn't even have the time to shower, so after iftar, i put on my clothes and deo with a spray of perfume just to cover the smell. haha. silly. this is for them.

and that night they were supposed to be in the musolla but i managed to convince them to come to me.

before i get out of my house i prayed to Allah that she blesses me even though i did it at night like that, and for the sacrifice of their terawikh (mine too) is worth it.

Alhamdulillah, the next day what I targeted (all paper 1 and 2) came out and the students were smiling and thank God i did extra class with them :)))))))

and today is a good day and we're cooking and it's weekend and so many great news yesterday, payday and bla bla bla. haha :P

and today while in the market a bird pooped on my hijab, i fell down in front of the washing machine and spilled the brand new Downy on the floor and I also spilled a brand new soy sauce when i was opening it. they said u would be in the best of luck after a bird pooped on you. they're totally wrong!

gtg, i think my cocktail and milo puding is burnt!

adios amigos~

having options

in life

we have the options to be happy, or to be gloomy

to take road less traveled by, or to go the easy peasy way

to hurt or to be kind to

to do masters degree, or just discontinue after degree

to be loved, or to love

to be fussy, or to let it be

chocolate, or vanilla

secret recipe or kenny roger's

it's always (only) between two things.

yet it is so hard to choose.

tonight, it's between marking my students exam papers, or my bed.

sort of.

happy ramadhan

Ramadhan is here and I am so happy about it

i love going to the mussolla with both my parents every night but when i'm in Langkawi with guilt I do it at home for some reasons.

I always love to pledge a bit during every ramadhan. i couldn't remember what i pledge for last Ramadhan but it's almost the same every year.

1) I pledge to not abandon my solat. or even better, not delaying it. also to improve my solat in many terms, the movement, consistency, the recitation, the khushuk-ness and everything about it. i want a perfect solat.

2) I pledge to cover my aurah, not just my hair, but also the shape of my chest and body, to wear descent hijabs, which cover the upper part of my body, no more skinny jeans even though my top is long, also my both feet to be covered with socks, wear long sleeves t-shirt, no more 3/4 sleeves and cover my butt.

3) I pledge to teach sincerely, because of AllahSWT, not giving up, doing my best, treat it as Ibadah, and sacrifice for the sake of my students.

4) I pledge to be a good daughter, sister, fiancée and friend. i want to give the best for everyone so that they'll feel happy with me and for me, and i shall grant them my doa' and i hope i'm mentioned in their doa'.

5) I pledge to take care of my iman, not to go out so often with my fiancée unless it's for our wedding preparation, treat my future in-laws best and avoid anything that would wreck the blessing by Allah in our relationship.

6) I pledge to fulfill my Ramadhan with terawikh, quran readings, fasting perfectly event hough sometimes i feel very tired.

7) I pledge not to go to bazaar Ramadhan anymore, because I tend to waste the food at the end of the day. homemade cooking is always the best.

i think that's all I have to pledge for now :)

I would be pledging to be a good wife in the next Ramadhan. Ameen :)

kerisauan seorang saya

menjadi aku adalah sangat susah kerana aku perlu pastikan bebudak belajar untuk peperiksaan.

peduli apelah orang nak kata aku ni exam oriented, yang pasti itu hala tuju aku. kalau bebudak tak pass SPM aku memang akan kecewa amat sangat.

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku,

di bulan penuh mulia dan keberkatan ini

aku pohon kau bukakanlah pintu hati kami

menimba ilmu

menjawab dengan tenang

semoga bebudak dapat buktikan yang aku telah menjalankan tugas aku.

ameen

good luck for trial SPM, bebudak :)

p/s oh ya, blog ni dh wajah baru, nak komen sila klik pada callout di sebelah kanan post ye :) comel je

cari barang tak jumpa

tanyalah pada si tunang saya tu. kalau saya cari barang tak jumpa-jumpa, sampai tahap boleh menangis.

janganlah barang tu hilang pagi-pagi. memang sepanjang hari aku akan susah hati :(

hari ni tak jumpa buku soalan ramalan gaya pos adabi english SPM. geram sangat.

nasib la dalam staffroom. nak nangis pun malu. :(

harap-harap tak menjejaskan mood.

Ya Allah, ringankanlah bebanku, tunjukkan aku jalan yang lurus.

ameen.

hari terakhir

salam

kalau hari ni

hari terakhir

entry terakhir

tulisan terakhir

kita mesti akan mahu minta maaf pada semua kan?

mesti rasa sedih kalau tak dapat nyatakan apa yang kita rasakan kan?

tapi aku rasa

semua yang aku simpan semuanya dah aku luahkan

encik mat tahu

mama abah juga mungkin tahu

kawan-kawan lagila tahu

murid-murid pun boleh tahu

kalau lah korang tak tahu

tak pernah ambil tahu

aku cadangkan

bacalah older post kat blog ini

aku rasa semua pesan untuk yang terlibat dengan dunia aku ada dalam ni

(kalaulah aku tak ada esok)

aku maafkan semua

dan minta maaf pada semua

p/s aku bukan nak pergi mana2, cuma nak pesan je.

(insaf lepas tgk video ribut jasin)

Ya Allah, kau berkatilah hidupku, terimalah ibadahku, puasa ku, solat ku, kasih sayang ku, derma ku dan segala-galanya aku.

:( sedih bila pikir pasal petanda-petanda kiamat yang dh banyak ni. orang-orang di luar sana, jangan buang baby lagi, please :(

sudah tahu akan jadi begini

hari ini, perkara ini terjadi

alhamdulillah, semua setel

walaupun duit terbang melayang

demi kamu, axela, apa saja untukmu.

lumrah natijah semulajadinya aku seharusnya berpeluh dan panik

tapi itu emosi yang tidak patut dilayan maka aku rasional

aku cari spare tyre

dan kebetulan anak beranak siam yang letak kereta sebelah aku punya hati yang sangat wangi

dan mereka tanpa segan silu dan banyak kata

terus buka sana sini

tapi tak terbuka juga, kenapa?

aku telefon encik damanhuri

nada tenang saja

dan dia carikan pakcik kedai tayar

dan nah

bukan guna spare tyre yang kecil huma tu

tayar baru.

hehe

bestnya axela dapat kaki baru

macam beli kasut nike pulak :P

terima kasih yang menolong

hati kalian memang bunga ros!

letting go

salam

i'm helping a friend of mine

he's letting this wonderful item go

Nike Dunk Low

worn twice

still in good condition

price: RM160 including postage

actual price was rm239

size : UK8, US9

reason letting go; wrong size

colour; red black

(with box)

pls PM me at hannanika@gmail.com if u are interested in purchasing

thanks :)

it's you

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...

The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

is that you, dear?

:)

p/s of course that hold hands and kiss the forehead part is done after you're legally married :P

never got to know somebody like you

when my students told me that they never ever got to know a teacher like me (pls vomit blood) i was flattered.

so what kind of teacher have you guys ever had?

"you never write our names in the orange book."

(the orange book is where you write all the stupid things students do, that's how it goes in my school, it's called buku kawalan ponteng or the book-to-know-what-happened-in-class).

me : so what makes you think i did not tell the authorities what you do?

"we believe you wouldn't. you're just such a nice person" (ok, pls vomit blood again)

the truth is dear,

i just don't have the guts to do so.

and, i just think that it wouldn't make things any better,

if i ignore you either.

so i just tell and tell,

and give you some pieces of advise

by telling how i dealt with my teachers when i was your age.

and alhamdulillah things get better.

it's a matter of patience.

i'm glad that i am a person who was born without knowing the existence of GRUDGE until now.

i'm so happy that when i screamed to you like hell with the highest pitch you ever heard, the feeling disappear after you obeyed. (oh yes, you should ask my students how this teacher turned into a witch at times)

it was a good thing that i always forget after i was angry to any of you.

bah.

i'm still telling stories to my students about how i cope high school and they thought i had a really cool high school moment.

indeed i had :)

if you're COMICSian i guess you'll know better :)

si mata kecil

hehe. first reason ever saya nak sangat tonton INCEPTION is tak lain dan tak bukan, si mata kecil, Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Saya mmg sgt minat dia kipas susah mati elektrik bila saya nonton 10 things i hate about you semasa zaman sebelum remaja. aduhhh. dan bila dia hero dalam 500 days of summer saya sangatlah teruja habis! saya suka si mata kecil ini.

btw, inception memeningkan kepala, saya suke konsepnya, cuma mungkin ramai penonton mengeluh ketika van itu tak jatuh-jatuh ke dalam air. penantian itu satu penyiksaan, tahu? apa pun, saya suka, dan saya rasa arthur(gordon-levitt) lebih panas dari cobb (dicaprio) titik.

jamu mata mari?

in 500 days of summer

10 things i hate about you (abaikan lukisan lucah itu)

ok dah dah.

karang encik tunang merajuk pulak.

encik tunang, ini sekadar suke2 je tau.

kamu tetap yang hunk number satu di hati saya.

saya cinta kamu!